Time for Miracles

2011-07-23T05:21:00.000-07:00

"Off to another quiet place of my own."

- Faerieflair xx

2011-07-09T22:41:00.001-07:00

2011-07-08T23:55:00.001-07:00

I really hate being alone.

2011-06-29T09:17:00.000-07:00

2011-06-22T05:37:00.000-07:00

From the first day I met her in 2000, I've always LOVED her until today!

Britney Spears ♥♥♥♥♥

2011-06-20T07:02:00.001-07:00

"The worst feeling in the world is when you can't love anyone else because your heart still belongs to the one who broke it."

2011-06-19T12:00:00.001-07:00

2011-06-18T10:19:00.001-07:00

Although I don't ever wanna see you leave me again, I'm afraid of growing too attached to you too.

2011-06-15T09:42:00.000-07:00

FUCK EVERYBODY _|_

How true it is that when one thing causes your mood to go down, every other subsequent event is just simply depressing ARGH

2011-06-15T08:49:00.000-07:00

"Someday I’ll be living in a big old city, and all you’re ever gonna be is mean."

Never will I fall for a guy who isn't even able to show the most basic respect that every girl deserves.

Yep that's about it. Guys are so mean, aren't they?

2011-06-13T08:52:00.000-07:00

And I thought everything was over for good.
Dealt with the rain, but now it's fight through the storm.
I'm so tired.

2011-06-08T00:58:00.001-07:00

My favourite bunch of boys <3

2011-06-07T10:54:00.001-07:00

2011-06-05T22:16:00.000-07:00

2011-06-02T10:20:00.000-07:00

2011-05-31T09:16:00.000-07:00

Thank God for all of them <3

2011-05-28T08:38:00.001-07:00

2011-05-23T06:48:00.000-07:00

"It's kinda fucked up, isn't it?

How all of a sudden, someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again. No reason. No explanation. No words said. They just leave you hanging like you never meant shit to them, and what hurts the most is how they made it look so easy."

2011-05-23T06:05:00.000-07:00

"I hate that some people don’t believe that I’m depressed because I don’t act sad all the time or self harm. It’s because commercials for antidepressants portray that. They usually show somebody pouting in a corner, wallowing in their self pity. That IS depression for some people.

But what about people like me? People who feel not sad every day, but just apathetic. People who struggle to simply get out of bed in the morning because they are just completely out of energy, even though they spend their time in isolation, watching television, never changing out of their pajamas, and neglecting friends and school work.

If people at school knew what my life was like, they’d think I was just pathetic and lazy, but they just don’t get it. What I have does qualify as depression. I lack motivation to even exist. It’s not that I sit and cry and think about death all the time. I just feel like existence is tiring sometimes. I forget things that are important, I half ass everything that I do, I’m bored almost 100% of the time.

I just wish people would realize that people with depression aren’t pathetic, sad losers. It really is a struggle to live to the fullest, where you sit around wishing you were living a certain way while you just sit around waiting for the motivation to do so. It’s hard, please realize that, but personally, I am full committed to get to where I want to be. The anti depressants ARE helping a little bit, but I’m realizing I can’t rely on them all the time. I need to do this myself."

(fitandcynical@tumblr)

2011-05-09T09:33:00.000-07:00

"The boy whom I really like always thinks I'm deeply in love with someone else."

2011-03-28T09:15:00.000-07:00

I distinctively remember back in '09 where I had a terrible anxiety attack. It felt asthmatic & out of control, and I looked like I were on drugs. To the greatest shock of my life the doctor told me I didn't have asthma but it was a psychological disorder. Like for fuck it was real and it was out of missing someone. And right now I feel the same, like I'm about to break down into another attack too, probably worst than before. Ouch, my heart hurts xx.

2011-03-22T09:20:00.000-07:00

I wish my heart didn't ache that much everytime you'd appear. Everyday I'm letting go bit by bit, and I hope that soon enough I'd be woken up from my decoy dreams & spun out of my reverie. Your voice would never be the soundtrack of my summer again. Your smiles would never be the sunshine of my day again. And for that mistake I'm about to make, please forgive me. On that very day I'll finally let you go and I'll be free.

Free,
and happy.
Without you, just me.

Ouch.

2011-03-20T07:54:00.000-07:00

Totally suicidal and moody right now

2011-03-19T08:21:00.000-07:00

My fav F21 necklace (only 7 bux!!!!), Ferrero Rochers, plain maroon burn-out tee with rolled up sleeves from Topshop, fat-face, longer hair like finally:
Me lookin' happy on a boring Saturday night in the living room with my cute little ah gong sleeping behind me :)

2011-03-17T08:24:00.000-07:00

Alright, since I'm really bored & I haven't exactly updated with a normal blog post for too long I shall update this space right now :) Altho there prolly won't be any readers at all........ sadly.

So life 'til now has been........................ I would say way below-mediocre. Honestly, I won't deny that I don't exactly love my school just yet. Hahahahaha I know I've gotta admit it's karma for not studying hard enough so I've gotta stop that "holy I'm in tpjc" thing, but yep I'm human so "To err is human" - whiiiiiiiines. The compound's alright, some teachers piss me off a hell lot & my ogmates/cgmates/the ppl around me are awesome tho but I'm still like an odd puzzle-piece tryna fit in. More in the sense of let's say, open up? Socialize? Make new friends? I'm terribly bad at that, especially when I've to do that alone. It's not that I'm not interested in people's lives but somehow I'm just tooooooo afraid. Strangely it always comes off as the former so oh well, I'm no social butterfly."Indi(vidual) Kid" much. To be frank I sure am disturbed since everyone & everyone has at least 5 new added friends on Facebook daily but what more can I do but to confess that no one notices me in school & no one actually gives a damn :(:(:( *thingsthatmakemyheartshatter troloololololloololol

That concludes to (obviously) no boyfriend for me this year hahahahhaa RIGHT.

& apart from that awfully terrible socializing skills I have, all my school work looks foreign to me. Like a lost sheep, period. That wasn't even something to be proud of.

Love-life wise............. let's just sum it up with this quote I saw on Twitter: "I love you like a fat kid loves cake, but lately that fat kid has been on a diet." Coupled by the fact that confessing has always been a big no-no for me (duh), I shall remain as the girl who's secretly in love with her secret someone until she finds her next best alternative who can give her more than just butterflies in her stomach.... Ok that sounded wrong I don't mean a kid.

I just made myself sound so miserable!!!!!!!!!! Self-destructs~

So I guess the best part of this year, or this month is prolly my birthday! 3 successful birthday surprises is seriously............. magical I must say :') The days before I was seriously upset cos' no one seems to be mentioning or hinting about anything to me so I thought everyone was just too guilty to tell me that they were too busy with their own lives. Hence the hopelessness for any expectations at all hahahahaha but seriously everything just happened so miraculously awesome (bad English) you wouldn't know how thankful I felt unless you're me L-O-L hehe :')

But............... thinking about Japan my heart just sinks :'( So many innocent lives taken away & still so many missing :'( So I guess at times like these I'd suddenly sing to hymns and really my heart just aches even more when I sing. I just cannotttttttttt apprehend (don't wish to either) and tolerate people whom 1) make jokes out of Japan 2) relate this matter to WW2 3) make harsh & simply dumb comments. Like where is your heart? Or do you not have one? It might be karma but they're different generations dudes, & we're all human... What makes you any better than them when such nasty comments come out of your atrocious self? I know I am no one to speak but at least think about it, we're all human from the same planet aren't we? #PRAYFORJAPAN

2012: Who's not afraid of death? I am. I am afraid of pain, especially if I were to drown to death. I'm afraid of parting with my loved ones. I'm afraid of seeing them in pain. I'm afraid of losing them forever. I'm afraid of what my heart cannot take. Like anyone else, I'm afraid to die. Afraid of the struggle. Afraid of knowing I'll never wake up to be who I am again. Afraid of feeling too afraid. I don't even dare imagine what might happen to all of us humans. It all leaves to God, and I believe He'll prepare what's the best for us. So I really cherish what might be left for me, not to be the best amongst people but to be the best of what I can be. Life.................. humans are too inferior to judge it. Sigh really :'(

If only I had 24 hours more each day to spend with my family.......... I really do miss them altho I get to see them everyday. "Time together is just never quite enough." And yes I sure miss the most important person in my life, wish you were here to hear what I've to say to you each day xxxxxxxooooooooooooxxxxxxxxxxxooooooo

That's a whole lot of things I've said. That's currently 2011 for me. Not too sure when I'll pour out whatever's inside of me like this again but 'til then xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

2011-03-17T07:28:00.000-07:00

"If you love him let him go.
But if you let go you'll never know."

2011-02-27T02:56:00.000-08:00

I will start fighting for what I've been dying for.

2011-02-11T07:18:00.001-08:00

Day Ten

1) I always lie about the same old one thing and no matter what I'll still continue living with that lie.

Day Nine

1) :(
2) ;'(

2011-02-05T08:52:00.000-08:00

Day Eight

1) Smelling nice
2) Good personality
3) Taller than me and tanned

2011-02-03T07:33:00.000-08:00

Day Seven

1) Smelling bad
2) Trying too hard
3) Too materialistic
4) Bad personality

2011-02-02T08:59:00.000-08:00

Day Six

1) Dad
2) Alright, my whole immediate family :)
3) Sam :)
4) Siewting :)
5) All my girls and friends la ok :)

2011-02-02T08:54:00.000-08:00

Day Five

1) Treated you that way and taken you for granted
2) Joined netball in Cchms
3) Slacked so much in Sec 3 and 4
4) Gone into a relationship
5) Became friends with people I'd never want to ever again in my life
6) Letting go of all the people I shouldn't have

2011-02-02T08:48:00.000-08:00

Day Four

1) What would my life be like if nothing happened and it was still as perfect as before?
2) I don't wanna be mediocre
3) I'm so fat
4) Will a guy ever sincerely like me and when?
5) Ok I need to be more confident
6) It's ok if I'm fat my family and friends still love me all the same (HAHAHAHAHA)
7) BUT IT'S STILL TIME TO LOSE WEIGHT MOTHERFUCKERS

Yep totally serious HA HA HA

2011-02-02T08:38:00.000-08:00

Day Three

1) Be yourself & be sincere :)
2) It'd be nice if you put an effort to impress me, but don't do it often or try too hard :)
3) Be a little romantic but not too mushy :)
4) You need to be sooooooo damn humorous all the time and make me smile :)
5) Be there EVERY single time I need you :)
6) Be initiative and direct pls :)
7) Like me in a happy manner, not some desperate and depressed manner......... (ok sounds weird but yeah whatever)
8) Put an effort in dressing up nicely and smell really gooooooooooooooooooooood :) HAHAHA IKR BUT I'M SERIOUS

2011-01-30T04:21:00.000-08:00

Day Two

(Just typing whatever came to my mind first ;))

1) I have a soft-spot for guys who smell really nice (hahahahahahaha I'm serious)
2) I am pretty much hostile when I don't know you at all but once I do I can be very niceeeeeeeee and sticky :B
3) I can have millions of eyecandies but once I fall for a guy I can like him forever and the other guys become nothing but human.
4) I am excited for school but am not prepared to mug my ass off.
5) I am going to be single this Valentine's day :( ok it doesn't really bother me but awwwwwwwww :(
6) I want to learn how to make pancakes and cupcakes with cutesy fondant sooooooooo badly right now!!!
7) I cannot have a neat room and empty room cos' I'll feel very umcomfortable.
8) I have pretty low self-esteem really :(
9) I am quite afraid of being single all my life. Wait, make that "very afraid".

2011-01-29T04:45:00.000-08:00

Day One

1) ♥: I miss you soooooooo much, will you visit me in my dreams soon?
2) Dad: Thank God for you for always being there for me and being the best dad in the whole wide world ♥
3) Family: I love all of you ♥
4) Sam: Thank you for being my gay bff and the best listener ever. Whenever I'm sad you're always first to be there for me and I really wanna thank you!!! You never fail to make me laugh with all your lameness and our stupid jokes! Altho sometimes we secretly get pissed at each other (hahahaha) it's still nothing compared to our awesome friendship! Thank you love & all the best in Tj ♥
5) Siewting: Thank you babe for being my lovely bff as well! Always there to listen to me rant bout my crush and everything....... and cheering me up when I'm down! Missed the times we would oggle at guys!!! WE ALWAYS MISS THOSE TIMES HEHE. Good luck in Tp alright, better intro to me good-looking guys love you ♥
6) My girls: I love each one of you I can't think of what to type tho! You guys make up the wonderful memories I have of Cch! Thanks for being there at the lowest point of my life....... All the best to all of you in your schools ♥
7) Jacob Hoggard: I am currently obsessed with your voice because you can sing sooooooo well live and you've got so much emotions when you sing you drive me crazy ;) "And I do wanna love you, if you see me running back, and I do wanna try. Because if falling for you girl is crazy, then I'm going out of my mind. So hold back your tears this time." ♥
8) Everyone out there: Listen to Never Too Late - Hedley ♥
9) Me: Hello me. Please have more confidence because you're awesome :) ♥
10) You: Never knew I'd like you soooooooo much and for so long. I hope you stay happy forever ♥

2011-01-29T04:44:00.000-08:00

10 Day ~~Tumblr~~ Blogger Challenge:

~~Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.~~
~~Day Two: Nine things about yourself.~~
~~Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.~~
~~Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.~~
~~Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.~~
~~Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)~~
~~Day Seven: Four turn offs.~~
~~Day Eight: Three turn ons.~~
~~Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.~~
~~Day Ten: One confession.~~

2011-01-13T02:13:00.000-08:00

2011-01-07T04:45:00.000-08:00

New Year Resolutions
(I really hope I actually stick to them lol)

1. Try and stay positive
2. Study hard and love school
3. Take care of my skin
4. Take care of my body
5. Fall in love (as usual) but not let my heart get broken
6. Be punctual hahahahahahahahhahahaha
7. Eat as much good food as I can (LOL)
8. Don't be so anti-social & be more friendly
9. Love everyone
10. Be a better me

2011-01-01T04:57:00.000-08:00

How cute is that!!!!!!!!!!!!! Over 21 million viewers, I mean like Bieber haters, SUCK ON THAT :)

2010-12-25T09:53:00.000-08:00

Hermione + Ron = :)

2010-12-08T01:39:00.000-08:00

How wish she was my bestfriend hahaha!

2010-12-08T01:03:00.000-08:00

2010-12-06T10:42:00.000-08:00

Exactly.
That's why I believe in love, but I won't fall in love.

2010-12-03T08:25:00.000-08:00

Nothing but the heart aches.

2010-12-03T04:42:00.000-08:00

Mad hatter: Have I gone mad?

Alice: I'm afraid so. You're entirely bonkers. But I'll tell you a secret. All the best people are.

2010-11-26T07:50:00.000-08:00

Britney ♥ No matter what I'll still love her :) She'll still have more than 10 million viewers for each video, she'll still have haters, but she'll still stay as beautiful to me as well ♥

2010-11-24T01:20:00.000-08:00

Favourite song and favourite scene :)

2010-11-21T10:01:00.000-08:00

Things to do this holiday :)

~~Get stuff for prom~~
~~Visit Nik's for my face~~
~~Dye my hair if the condition's better maybe?~~
Finish reading all my Nicholas Sparks books
Finish watching all my dramas/movies
Level up until 65 in Rs!!!!!!
Suntan and get really tanned
Pack/clean the house + throw away all thrash
Get a 3-4 days part-time job (lol)
Find a hip hop dance school!!!!!!!!
Clear up my wardrobe + shoes
Read some chinese books so I don't get too braindead

It's 22 Nov 2010 2:09am and my left ankle hurts like a bitch!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-11-21T08:07:00.000-08:00

2010-10-09T06:10:00.000-07:00

I want to thank everyone, be it my family, relatives, bestfriends, girlfriends, friends, clique, classmates, schoolmates, cyberfriends, or even just hi bye friends, acquaintances or people who used to be my friends for cheering me up, encouraging me or just assuring me that you'll be there all these while. I've finally plucked up my courage of letting go, moving on. It's not that I'm numbed or immuned to the pain, but I've realised that what's lost can never come back, but what's most important is cherishing what we have because we don't often get second chances. I'm moving on with life, with her as a beautiful memory of my past, and the rest of the people in my life being my motivation to live on strong. Thank you very much each and everyone of you. I will never be able to walk out of this painful memory without all of you. I hope all of you will be as happy as I am feeling right now, Renia will be back :)

Although a big part of me still has this haunting fear of losing all the important people in my life. This feeling, I guess is hard to ignore, hard to chase it far away.

But still, I love all of you.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

2010-09-16T08:45:00.000-07:00

Tattoo?

2010-09-09T04:26:00.000-07:00

My favourite scene and favourite song from Step Up 3 ♥

2010-08-22T05:41:00.000-07:00

We started off just like any other classes, reticent and unacquainted. After a month, we were still unfamiliar with each other's names and faces. After two months, we were still stagnated in our own pairs and groups. After three months, we were still yet to be bonded as a class. There were worries that we might never be united, but time eventually merged us as one.

Everyone has their own hurdles in life, likewise, we had ours to overcome as well. When our proposal for the Haunted House was selected for Bazaar by the Lake 2010, it seemed like an impossible mission to accomplish. Many of us feared the amount of time and energy we had to put in. Eventually, we designed the floor plan, found costumes, shifted 500 tables from the concourse to the innosphere, secured and covered them with rafia strings and thrash bags. It was everyone's undaunted commitment and relentless determination that made everything possible. Our happiness almost became short-lived when the Haunted House could not be opened due to the heavy rain. We were outraged, heavy-hearted and dispirited. Thankfully, the teachers saw the harmony and dedication in us and reopened the Haunted House.

Spending so much time together during the preparation of the bazaar definitely brought us closer, and the miscellany in our lives have also torn down the walls which initially stood between us. The extravagant tossing of 'lou hei', the "I can score A1s" chants, our first class chalet and our very own blue class t-shirt with a chipmunk......................

Undeniably, "Time together is just never quite enough", but these picture-perfect memories will continue to replay like a mixtape in our minds and be etched in our hearts forever.

We're unique as individuals, yet we are more or less the same.

WE ARE 4 HARMONY.

2010-06-25T10:10:00.000-07:00

2010-06-12T09:11:00.000-07:00

Dear Fairy/Pixie/Tinkerbell/anyone who can grant my wish,

please bless with me good skin. Thanks. I haven't been updating here for pretty long, which is a good sign anyway right? (Y)

Xoxo, me.

2010-05-29T08:09:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday love.

Your love was more than words. Because you'd always be concerned for everything, it's like you've planned everything for me. And it was a pity I only found that out yesterday. It's your little act of love, that contributed so much more love in my life than anyone else, even up 'til now, it's like I can still feel your presence. Thank you for your tender loving care and everlasting love, I've learnt so much. I'll cherish the ones around me, just like how you did before, and even perhaps up 'til today. IMTF.

"It's more than words, it's more than what you say, it's the things you do."

2010-05-22T10:04:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA I love watching Family guy on airplanes!

2010-05-17T03:46:00.000-07:00

2010-05-14T09:11:00.000-07:00

"When my world is falling apart, when there is no light to break up the dark, that's when I look at you. When the waves are flooding the shore, and I can't find my way home anymore, that's when I look at you."

2010-05-10T04:37:00.000-07:00

@Sam "If I were a pair of shoes, I wouldn't be a pair of shoes that's kept in the shoe bag protected from all harm, or a pair of pretty pink heels liked by everyone... But I'd be a pair of horse shoe, even if it's ugly or have to be covered with mud, at least I'm the shoe that's stuck to the horse forever :)"

HA HA HA CHEESY

2010-04-26T05:27:00.000-07:00

拿得起，放得下。♥

2010-04-24T05:57:00.000-07:00

Lin·ger (lnggr)
1. To be slow in leaving, especially out of reluctance; tarry.
2. To remain feebly alive for some time before dying.

2010-04-23T09:02:00.000-07:00

"We're just like dominoes -I fall for you, and you fall for another."

Did Cip from 5-8 with Kuoxian and Samuel after school today!
It was pretty awesome, collected nearly or over 400 books!

Touching ♥

2010-04-22T04:29:00.000-07:00

2010-04-21T03:11:00.000-07:00

Hehehehehehehehehehehehehe I love my bro!
He bought me Koi and ToriQ for lunch, and Crystal Jade's cupcake om nom nom : )

2010-04-17T06:23:00.000-07:00

"Love
makes
sacrifices
and
compromises."

Love spins me around x.

Chung Cheng Ninjasssssssssss

Kinderjoy from my Ahma yaaaaaaaaaaaaay I love her :)

2010-04-16T05:12:00.000-07:00

Dear me's been drowning in my own low tides. Afflictions of being a girl: Un-called for bitchfits.
Mother Monthly is here today, and poor Minyuan and me had to walk for 25 mins for our Napfa 2.4! Omg major fail sorry chem lab partner :(

TGIF!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-04-15T06:24:00.000-07:00

"The only reason to why people find themselves unable to move on is because memories of the past are so much better than the present."

2010-04-14T07:13:00.000-07:00

And I still miss you like a child misses her blanket XXX

2010-04-11T01:07:00.000-07:00

But I already know you're leaving

2010-04-09T18:56:00.000-07:00

Why is it my convention, to only want to fight for what I know I can never get?

2010-04-07T06:48:00.001-07:00

2010-04-07T05:24:00.000-07:00

2010-04-04T02:01:00.000-07:00

2010-04-02T02:30:00.000-07:00

"Evelyn, loving you kept me alive."

So I spent Good Friday watching Pearl Harbor on Youtube. "Brilliant, sir." "A brilliant man would find a way not to fight a war." It's a good movie, powerful and touching (Y)
R.I.P to all the army men and nurses who sacrificed their lives during the battle, all my respect goes out to all of you.

2010-03-29T07:09:00.000-07:00

"You still mean everything to me, but you're just not worth the fight anymore."

2010-03-29T03:12:00.000-07:00

You're the reason to why I've stopped anyone else from coming in.

2010-03-27T20:20:00.000-07:00

spark-a-smile.tumblr.com

This made me smile, really. Thank God : )

2010-03-27T14:39:00.000-07:00

I'm fighting a head-versus-heart battle that the head can never win.

2010-03-24T05:40:00.001-07:00

2010-03-20T05:32:00.001-07:00

I can say, “I’m over him” a million times and more. I can stand to laugh as if there’s no tomorrow. I can perfectly curse his name. But once he’s around, I don’t know and I can’t explain why my heart beats so fast that I could hardly gasp, making me want to fall into his arms again. After everything he put me through, he still owns the biggest part of me and the sad part is that I can do nothing about it.

ithadtobeyou.tumblr.com

2010-03-19T10:16:00.000-07:00

2010-03-19T09:04:00.000-07:00

Thanks Jeanette babe for the book!

I'll never be the same, if we ever meet again. ♥

2010-03-13T23:45:00.001-08:00

2010-03-13T23:24:00.000-08:00

2010-03-13T23:21:00.000-08:00

"I live in a world with at least a billion people, yet I'm not even close to one."

2010-03-13T23:19:00.000-08:00

2010-03-02T06:04:00.000-08:00

"I like to pretend that everything’s alright. Because when everybody else thinks you’re fine, sometimes you forget for a while, that you’re not."
-rockstarundiez@lj

2010-02-27T05:18:00.000-08:00

"You left me chokin' on the ambiguity of our coexistence....."

I shall blog with a lot of cute but senseless pictures :)
It's not that I'm very free/energetic but I merely have a lil' more time today and I love sweet memories :)

Kang kai jie nang! I had 84% for tingxie for the very first time woohooooooooooo.

Fishtail braids for Miss Jolsen by awesome Miss Timberlek.

@ Noodle house!

Stay back in school yesterday 'til like 6+ with Blossom!
We spent our entire consultation time doing Emath in the 3rd floor staffroom,
thanks Miss Tan :)
It was cool to hear the convos between the teachers hahahahahaha I mean they're like human too but t'was pretty weird to hear them saying "wahlau funny leh they", "kns man", "wah lame" LOL @ Mr James Lim and Miss Han!

Went Noodle House (like again...) with Blossom, Celestine, Cheryl, Ginny, Vivienne, Zoe and Yingjie and played truth or truth!
After lunch, had ice cream with Blossom, Vivienne, Zoe and Yingjie.
Coco choc + D24 = Love.

Sup' cute!!!!! Zoe, Siyun, Vivienne, Yingjie.

Ok further rewindbacks~
Free period during English: Checking out our funny knee bones + slapping each other's arm (inner elbow portion) HAHAHAH.
It's hilarious to see how our knees totally jumping up!

Cruel Celestine!!!!

Bye :)

2010-02-25T04:26:00.000-08:00

I hurt myself on the outside just to kill everything on the inside.

(And I can't even miss you.)

2010-02-24T06:23:00.000-08:00

Sad lil' girl with a sad life :(

2010-02-23T03:59:00.000-08:00

"Wake up in the morning feeling like P.Diddy."

2010-02-21T03:39:00.001-08:00

2010-01-30T04:51:00.000-08:00

If I let you go, I will never know what my life would be holding you close to me.

2010-01-29T08:50:00.000-08:00

2010-01-25T06:35:00.000-08:00

"Extraordinario"

2010-01-22T04:07:00.000-08:00

"And when you figure out Love is all that matters after all,
it sure makes everything else seem so small."

2010-01-20T04:55:00.001-08:00

私はそれを我慢できない!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-15T08:20:00.000-08:00

"If you live to be 100, I want to live to be 100 minus one day,

so I never have to live without you." - Winnie the Pooh.