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Faerieflair [fā′ər ē.flâr] "Possessing a natural talent of being playful and having magical powers." X Renia, 18. ♡† "I love the beauty of earth and I believe in the beauty of all people." Archives
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Sunday, May 6, 2012
Had the nicest dream last night... it wasn't about you coming back to me, but you telling me that you'd be heading back to a college next sem cos' you found your desired course and then The One That Got Away started playing the background of my dream. Hahaha. Friday, May 4, 2012
Why am I feeling so lousy about myself again? : ( Not pretty enough, not skinny enough, not funny enough, not sweet enough : ( Ok I guess when people constantly and I mean EVERY FUCKING DAY bring you down it really crushes your self esteem into nothingness. I'm not sure if the guys are joking but I really do feel fucking ugly about myself : ( Plus the fact that who I deem as most significant in my heart only prefers appearance over personality.... makes me feel even more ugly : ( I hate school : ( So fucking lonely everyday : ( Don't have friends who make me feel like I belong anywhere... failing every fucking subject... poor attitude in class..... forever reminded of you and feeling fucking depressed...... can't even make myself happier Damn fucked up : ( Fuck my lifeeeeeeeee : ( Feel really shitty right now : ( Sighhhhhhhhhhhh Idk feel so lonely in life and no one really cares sigh : ( Plus you're not here anymore : ( Insecure as crap : ( Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Cried to this song before you left, when you left and after you left.
It's always been raining since.
But you're still not coming back and you'll never be.
So nevermind shall just keep all of these emotions to myself :'(
Showing you how sad I am will only make you think that I'm pathetic more :'(
Hmmmmmm but I really miss you :'''''''''''''''(
Nevermind shall go cry in the shower now :(((((((((
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Don't I mean anything to you at all? You've let go already? :'( Thursday, April 26, 2012
Tired of having my feelings get fucked with by all these guys who simply think they can get anything.
Fuck each and every one of you. Guess it's time to move on. It's not like you're gonna be the least bit sad everything's gone. It's not like you still want anything anyway. But I'm fucking hurt. You're the first guy I ever trusted so much and cried so much for. The first guy I really thought I fell in love with. Nvm I'm just like another random ass girl to you. It's always been the case. I was just foolish and naive enough to have thought I meant something to you. Fuck all of these bullshit. |
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With you is where I'd rather be,
But we're stuck where we are, And it's so hard, you're so far, This long distance is killing me.♥ | |